On Wednesday morning, I was a production accountant for a blossoming company, waking up at 5:30am, navigating a 12-hour work day, getting home to eat only two hours before I had to go back to sleep.
No longer could I cook dinner. I had to wake up even earlier to water the plants. I had to rearrange my workout schedule. And, OOPS!, what about the blog???
The shift in energy has been very jarring. During the week I missed my MacBook Pro, my writing desk, my Taste Offs, and my wife (not necessarily in that order). I didn't miss all of the political 'news' and sports 'news'. I didn't miss our crazy old neighbor who shouts at the top of her lungs when she talks, with her door open, her television roaring at full volume, all day.
I knew the work environment was going to be challenging, but I underestimated the degree. I'd spent most of the past year by myself. Now I'm surrounded by dozens of people non-stop. And some of those people, apparently, have no interest in treating me like a human being. Welcome back to The Industry!
I am uncomfortable with a lot of this. But I am aware that most of my gripes are due to this abrupt lifestyle change. Am I a little over my head in the job? Yes, but I can do the work and I can do it well with a minimum of external obstruction. Am I excited about the largest paycheck I've ever gotten? Yes, but I know what I'm selling of myself is very valuable. Could things have continued the way they were? No.
For financial and emotional reasons, there needed to be a change. Honestly, it's important for me to know my services are needed by employers. And I have gotten what I'd asked for: A very needy job. Now it's time to provide.
How does the change effect this blog? Well, in theory, I'll feel less guilty about buying whisky. :D I'm working out a blogging schedule for myself so that I can post with frequency and consistency. Diving for Pearls gives me joy. Meeting people through this site continues to be wonderful! Many thanks to everyone who stops by to read some of my musings. They are continuing.
I did promise a whisky report this weekend. Well......I did a Taste Off last night that turned out to be a pleasant surprise. I'm spending some time today writing it up. You'll see more about it soon...